Stolen from an LJ friend

SCHIZOTYPAL
[ ]I have had experiences with the supernatural.
[x]I have little interest in getting to know other people.
[x]People sometimes find it hard to understand what I am saying.
[ ]I think other people are out to get me. (I don't really get what this means. I'm stoopid)
[x]I am aware that people notice me whenever I go out in public.
[x]I prefer to keep to myself.
[x]I have odd ways of thinking.
[x]I have trouble concentrating for long periods of time.
TOTAL: 6

PARANOID
[x]People have to earn my trust.
[ ]I am overly confident in my own knowledge and abilities.
[x]I’m always searching for hidden meanings in things.
[ ]I am quick to challenge the loyalty of friends and loved ones.
[x]People find me cold and distant.
[ ]I always blame other people for my mistakes.
[x]I carry grudges against people.
[ ]I have trouble with setbacks. (Dunno...)
TOTAL: 3

SCHIZOID
[ ]I avoid relationships.
[x]I rarely show emotion.
[x]I prefer to be alone. (Okay, this is making me look like a creep)
[ ]I do not need attention or acceptance.
[ ]People rarely find me funny or I have trouble finding humor in things.
[ ]I have been called a loner.
[x]I have weak social skills.
[x]I have difficulty expressing anger.
TOTAL: 4

ANTISOCIAL
[ ]I have been arrested or have done something that could get me arrested.
[ ]I believe that people who get taken advantage of are weak and deserve to be used.
[ ]I lie a lot.
[ ]I have been caught stealing or I have stolen more than three things in my life.
[ ]I do things without thinking of the consequences.
[x]Sometimes I can be aggressive. (Very rarely though)
[x]I am more concerned with my needs than other people’s needs.
[x]I don’t care how others feel or I have no empathy. (It actually depends on the person)
TOTAL: 3

BORDERLINE
[x]My moods change a lot.
[ ]I have very low self esteem.
[ ]Sometimes I have trouble controlling my anger.
[x]I have hurt myself or I still am hurting myself.
[x]I have attempted suicide or still have constant thoughts of suicide.
[ ]I think that someone is either all good or all bad, there is no in between.
[ ]I have unstable relationships. (More like, no relationships at all??)
[x]I am often depressed.
TOTAL: 4

HISTRIONIC
[ ]I am constantly seeking attention.
[ ]I like being the center of attention.
[ ]I often find myself interrupting people so that I am in control of the conversation.
[x]I love compliments and praise.
[ ]I have/still do dress provocatively.
[x]I exaggerate things like illnesses to gain attention.
[ ]I believe that everyone loves me.
[ ]I can sometimes be manipulative.
TOTAL: 2

NARCISSISTIC
[x]It’s all about me.
[ ]I expect others to see me as superior.
[ ]I am very picky about who I am friends with.
[ ]Not everyone is worthy enough to be my friend.
[ ]I usually make good first impressions.
[ ]I have trouble keeping long-lasting friendships/relationships.
[ ]I like taking advantage of people.
[x]I have fantasies of being famous, powerful, or beautiful. (Oh come on, who doesn't?)
TOTAL: 2

AVOIDANT
[x]I am anxious in social situations.
[x]I sometimes avoid situations where I have to interact with people. (always)
[x]I’m afraid of rejection.
[x]I’m afraid of embarrassing myself in front of others.
[x]I tend to find all the bad things about trying out new things in order to avoid them.
[x]I create fantasy worlds that I like to go to.
[x]I want to be popular and have lots of friends, but I feel like I am unable to do this.
[x]People see me as unfriendly and withdrawn.
TOTAL: 8 OMG

DEPENDENT
[ ]I’d rather live my whole life with someone taking care of me.
[x]I can’t make it on my own.
[x]I tend to cling to people and fear losing them.
[ ]Whenever I fear I may lose someone or I have lost someone, I may become suicidal.
[x]I let others make decisions for me.
[ ]I tend to jump from relationship to relationship.
[ ]I would remain in an abusive relationship.
[x]I am deeply hurt by the smallest bit of criticism.
TOTAL: 4

OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE
[ ]I like things to be perfect and in order.
[ ]I have to do everything the “right” way or my way.
[x]I set high standards for myself and others.
[ ]I am very critical of other people.
[ ]I’m afraid of making mistakes.
[x]I am not very generous when it comes to my time or money. (don't mind time, but my moneyz is mine)
[x]I think rules are meant to be followed.
[ ]I am very devoted to work.
TOTAL: 3

OK, so I'm mostly avoidant and schizotypal

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Halloween's coming soon and I'm organizing a little party at my parent's house... But I have to sew part of my costume and I cannot find the time to do so (because of stupid Uni classes) and I don't know what to do exactly. I want to go as a broken doll or something along the lines (inspired a lot by Peggy from The Candy Spooky Theater) and... I have to do a ruffled underksirt but I don't know if I have enough fabric for it.

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Why did you join this site?
Because I once stumbled upon some random deviant's page and liked the desktop screenshot feature thingy. Yeah. I joined to show off my desktop wallpaper

What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?
'Ai' is the literal Japanese translation of my real name. And Himino is... actually it is a mixture of "Mizuno" and "Hino" which were the surnames of Sailor Mercury and Sailor Mars. I was a big Sailor Moon fan back then.

What is your current icon of?
It's from one of my drawings ([link]) The eye of some random purple chick. I need to change it though.

How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?
"She watches 50 people, while 41 people watch her"

Do you have more than one account?
Yes. I have ~AH-Stock for my stock photos (but it's not very active) and I am the only admin and moderator of ~taurus-club

Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
That's utterly difficult... I'll try though...
(<-- this last one is actually two people hehe) But there a whole lot more.

What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
(<-- I miss you, sweetie) Basically anyone who's really nice to others and people who don't care about what others might think of them.

How many people on here do you actually know in reality? Post their avatars.
Only and until now.

Do you comment, fave, or both?
It really depends on the deviation, I first read the other comments, if nobody has expressed already what I feel, I comment. So, when it's about really popular deviations I just fav and run.

What do you typically post on deviantART?
Anime drawings. Mostly it is random characters that are in my mind, and sometimes I do fanart.

Do you participate in clubs or contests here on DA?
Yeah, but nowadays I'm not as active and community-spirited as I used to be.

What is your most popular deviation?
Well... None of my deviations is popular at all, lol But my most favourited deviation is [link] (which is kinda sad since I didn't really pay attention to what I was doing... as opposed to some of my personal favourites)

What's your favourite submission in your favourites gallery?
Ehh... I have too many favs, I would never be able to choose only one.

What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Probably everything... But I also wish I could colour better my drawings. Or maybe I just need a tablet Or some good media and not cheap pencils.

Are you a subscriber?
Nah, don't have so much monies to waste like that.

How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
I don't know how many hours a day... But I check dA everyday to see DD, the popular page and my message centre.

Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
I seriously don't know. Maybe I'm just average.

What is your favorite emoticon?
Ahhh, that's hard...
From the dA ones it has to be... because it's simple and hilarious.
Then I like this one a lot too... :3
And I seriosly love all the plz account ones

What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
I dunno, people don't really ask me anything at all sooo... lol

What is the most annoying comment you get?
I haven't got any annoying comments. That's the advantage of being unpopular.

What inspires you?
Many many things. Basically, everythin that's around me. Sometimes it's a song, a movie, a dream, other artist's work, rainy days, sometimes even fanfiction... Oh, and I am more artistically productive while feeling blue.

Do you use any traditional media?
Yeah, always since I got a scanner. I use anything's that laying around, but mostly it's coloured pencils and watercolours.

Do you associate people online with their icons?
Mostly. I tend to get confused if someone changes their icon ._.

Have you ever suggested a Daily Deviation?
No.

Everyone has considered leaving DA once or twice. Have you? Why?
Never. dA has become my home since a long time. When I don't have anything else to do, I come here and browse around. I can't imagine my life without dA now, it's the only place where I can share my drawings And I love the people around here I love you guys

Gah... these days have been weird... But I can say that I have moved out to a shared apartment with two high school mates and I'm officially a college freshman!

But geez... I don't have Internet connection yet and... well, I barely have life witout it (lol, I'm such a creep) But hey, if had it life would be perfect, seriously.

It's good to be independent, I feel different, I've been meeting very different people and seeing life in a more vast way. It is difficult to be in a new place, indeed, but it's worth it. I've learnt many things too, it's a completely new life. But I met some high school friends too at class, I felt relieved to see three of my old mates at the faculty, even though I don't really talk with them.

Ah... but high school's really over. I feel odd.

Right now I'm at home... my parent's home, I mean (where I has teh Internetz yeahh). Heh, that sounds weird, it'll be a while until I get used to it.

So... our dear dA turned 9 today. And what's more... I am celebrating my dA anniversary too. I've been four years on devART already! How many changes I've seen in these four years, it doesn't seem much, but this art community has grown so much in such a short time. When I started the only things that were exactly like today are: the green-grey colours and the community spirit.

I remember the °jark thing that I honestly still don't understand, but I was delighted at how the community united in defense of an admin of this site... It was memorable and I'm glad to say I survived that day. The first 7th of August I remember celebrating was also known as 'Yellow Day' and even I submitted a deviation to commemorate °jark

After then, many new features have been popping up, and every year I'd wait for the new layout version, I'd always be surprised, a little confused when first using it, but I've always loved the changes! Though... I'm still wondering where did the community Shoutbox go...

I also love the events, Chirstmas, Valentine's, Halloween... and April's Fool! I loved the Mudkip year (my short memory can't say if it was this year or the past one) I freaked out at first, but everything was delightful when I started hitting the random deviant button and read the comments and journals of other people's reactions.

DeviantART has also united us as humans for various causes, I've cried so many times for *GloryAngel even though I don't even know her, and I'll always admire `ArtistsForCharity's projects and deeds.

But I've also come to dA when feeling down, I'd write a little piece of my life on my journal, I'd get comments from my dA friends that'd make me feel better, and then I'd find the LOL Corner in the News features. I'd had a good lawl and couldn't stop smiling all day long.

Oh, and what about the ART part? When i first entered deviantART, I didn't have a scanner, a digital camera, or a graphic tablet (well, I still don't have one of those)... My art was shitty scribbles that I'd do on MS Paint with the mouse. Then I got addicted to Oekaki boards and from all the tutorials on here I improved a LOT.

Then I got a scanner. I was reborn and started practising with traditional media again. I've used so many things so far - coloured pencils, markers, watercolors, gouache, acrylics... I have learnt to use them all properly thanks to dA.

So... thank you very much Really, I don't think i'd be the person and the artist I am today without you. I wouldn't have met all the magnifivcent artists I've seen here, I've learnt to appreciate every type of art, to see behind the picture and enter in the artist's mind...

Everything's been a wonderful whole. A great discovery that still hasn't been fully discovered.

Man... summer's getting depressing...

At school I had things to seriously worry about and I always had my mind on something, but now... ugh...

My biggest worry right now is that I can't find my drawing notebook T_T And without it I can't continue my important projects... I tried finishing another drawing and I can't go on... I'm in a slump =_=

Aaahhh... And I was determined to complete one illustration per week... but now... *cries*

Many things have been happening and I can't seem to concentrate on other things (not that I can really concentrate in anyhing) and I think my writing skills are also dying... oh no, school, I miss you... (NOOOOOOO)

Blerhg... I hope my mommy can help me find my notebook... I'm such a big baby...